2008-09-13T21:55:00.000-07:00

i have close down my blog , dunno why i start it again .. maybe onli here i can write out all my feeling in here .. i am so lost right now dun have work , ltr going down to collect my pay :[
i dun wish this to happen . my boss just tell mi tat i nt suit to work in this tat all ..
is this e gd reason to tell mi ? i dun even done wrong in work at all ..
never even late b4 , no matter how tired i am i still go down n always stand dun sit down ..
i really wish kelvin n stand in my shoese n noe wat i am thinking abt ..
i already sad tat i lost this job , come back just wish he can say something nice tat " is okiex u dun have this job still can look for better wan " but wat come out from his mouth is " u sure did something wrong till ur boss kick u out " when i heard this i am so sad n about to cry out but i hold on to my tears .. while he at his bed n i am sitting down one side i think alot ..
thinking wat i have done wrong in my job , izzit i never do it well enough ?
i treasure this relationship no matter how he say mi while i done something , i always told myself he say mi is for my own good so tat i can change for better .. how i wish he can understand mi more well .. i already stop mit my friends n follow wat he wan .. wat thins should i still can done able nt to let him have black face ? can someone tell mi ?

:] xiner :[